Yep, just caught up on this show. Kind of like the story of my life, but not really. I’ve been wanting to write in this blog for so long, but finally this show gave me inspiration. I guess I’ll try to write daily in this…keyword: TRY. Not many people can successfully post a blog every day (re-blogging does not count).
I’m not sure who will read this, or why they’ll read it…I guess for just curiosity, enjoyment, or plain boredom.
Summer was a lot of things. Many emotions were put into these past 9 months. I saw myself grow then just collapse at the same time. I’ve never felt so broken and battered, my bones shattered into complicated fractures. Something was stolen from me, possibly because it was by choice. Never thought that I could feel so much pain from something that was taken away from me. It’s kind of sad that I didn’t even feel this much pain when my grandma passed away (she was like my number one). I am still feeling the consequences, but it’s less painful now.
School is just around the bend. I feel excited to start something new. I’ve already had five years under my belt in college, I just want to finish already. I feel like a bum just waiting and trying my best to finish. I’ve thought constantly, maybe college/school is just not meant for me. You know that one person who’s making it even without going to college. But then again I thought, that can’t be me because I am definitely not good at anything to the point that I could make a career out of it. So I guess school is the best choice for me. To all of you out there whoever that may read this (God bless you!), pray that I can finish school please! Let’s hope that this will only take me one more year then I’ll be through.
It feels good to write again. Just about anything. I don’t know what to make of this blog, but I hope it can help someone out there. Always stay positive no matter how hard the storm may be, there WILL ALWAYS be a rainbow afterwards (maybe even a double rainbow).